i cant understand what my feeling want with you ?

i m so in love with you ..but you not mine ! so how my feeling so damt much miss you ? what happen with me ? he never remember me ? so why i still wait for him ? event he have new people ? i m always miss him ? OMG ! why i m so down when i saw him ? event he is not mine .  it cut me like a knife ! i m so sick of all this SUCKthing .when he leave me with no REASON ! i m so hurt to let him go..he say he dont want me sick with him ? what he means ? i cant understand why i m so love him ..when first time we meet ..he is so awesome coz he is so silen person.then we have been together,i never tought that we have to leave each other. hye bebey you can see my heart beathing ..

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash, you. To give me all your love is all I ever asked cause what don’t understand is id catch a grenade for ya. To give me all your fucking love is all I ever asked cause you so innocent face ...

What happened to our love?

It used to be so bright

Loving, laughing, caring

Then soon caught the night

You were my one and only love

Cared for you too much

Then something happened

And slept with that man

You deceived me

I never felt so desperate

But I try to forgive you now

And try not to think about before

I love you so much

It just hurts to ponder no

Everything I have

Is because of you

Everything I bought

Was because of you

I just love you so much

I'm scared to lose you 

mohammad syazwan bin jamil !